This feels like a big mess!
I get anxious, scared
I procrastinate.
I excuse myself with "Not making excuses, but..." line
But then...
After a while
I focus just a little.
Make a bit of a plan.
Make a small effort.
And BAM!
Things start happening.
Doors start opening.
Or at least appearing.
Deep inhale,
Slow exhale,
I knock,
I open,
I enter,
Adventure.