In a moment while relaxing and sitting up in my bed at home, I am feeling blessed at my life and how good it is.
The next moment then finds me wondering just how long this 'goodness' will last.
I almost laugh at the moment of "foreboding joy" as Brene Brown describes it.
Even in a time when I recognize and even bask in the simple beauty of life, suddenly it is infiltrated by thoughts of possible lack!
And this isn't the first time this has happened.
I also doubt it will be the last either.
Even if I want it to be.
Hmmm...
Justifying the direction of my thinking, I am resolving to better prepare for apparent weaknesses that could become a problem in the future. And this is a positive outcome. I think.
Isn't it?
Doing something to mitigate against potential harm or lack?
This... this is good? Right?
It depends on the cost, I suppose.
Trying to think it through using a different perspective.
Keeping it more positively focused.
Life is good, right now!
How can it be maintained or even improved?
How does that sound?
Better?
The same?
The outcome feels like they would be similar
But the latter feels more... joyful.
So, imma try to lean into that some more.
What say you?