I missed a day a posting
Why?
There are a lot of excuses I could share but the only one that matters is that I needed the time to rest.
There is somethings that are happening in my life at this moments that I am clearly not balancing well.
Writing feels like a needed reprieve from all my other responsibilities but when they are not well managed then I miss things that fill me up.
Right now I am missing some sleep for the purpose of writing this but it fills me up to do it and I can release the pressure from my brain that it has accumulated carrying these thoughts around.
Truthfully I have a few ideas written and some in an unfinished state, but I am writing this straight from my head and my heart.
And... I didn't want to miss another day.
Although I am handling a topsy turvy season of my life I am happy for this medium that allows me to stretch my thoughts out.
However, it is not in my best interest to keep doing things that I know will mess with my ability to perform at my best; like missing much needed sleep and rest or trying to do too much or procrastinating in the things that I need to do. So though I confess that I do them, it is my intention to reduce the incidence until they never need to happen at all.
For now I think this is enough.
I will go to bed and rest.
Perhaps not enough, but at least for a few hours.
Letting this lesson marinate in me for a while.
If you know you know.